The Big "D"

a bit chaotic yesterday, at the edge of stress and panic definitely lethal combination.
have to make a Big Decision at least for me, and it cames out as a simple sentence but have tremendous impact on my life.
and my decision was :
" it would be my pleasure to Join ur team in Indonesia "

but to be honest...still feel being pushed, i do still have 3 months to go, so why everything happend so god damn quickly (i'm not cursing =p).

so base on that, next destination would be going back home, well, 85% now positively Indonesia and to be precisely Jakarta.