Tiesto -searching for sunrise-

Watched Tiesto couple days ago, it was quite an experience.

We drove to Ancol – Carnaval beach, where it was held around 7 PM with a little bit of doubt coz the last couple days weather definitely not our best friend...yap Jakarta quite stormy for these couple of weeks, ‘till now in fact.

Found out we already trap into serious traffic inside Ancol area, so we decided to walk to the nearest Mc Donald to have our dinner...well well well, never saw such a long queue in Mc Donald before, it seem every single soul of party go-er was there that night. The gate open at 9PM, so we headed to the gate with the hope we can escape from the long queue, well 1st gate the queue was okay, but afterward we have to walk for another 1 KM to reach the 2nd gate....lord help me, thanks god I’m not in heels plus Rene and the rest of the gang was very entertaining.
As expected the queue in 2nd gate was very long =(, it took us an hour to get in, but all worth it, if you know what I mean haha.

Me & indri, finally we got in!


Tiesto was awesome, the crowd, the vibe, the venue totally unforgettable.
What make it even more unforgettable the venue is twice of the soccer field size and it was full, you can imagine the crowd right?!!



Back home around 5.30 AM, with the smile on my face, oblivious to the fact that I need to be ready at 9AM for another appointment haha.

Q&A

I don’t know what’s wrong with people around me, they seems to put more interest on me nowadays. They start asking personal question, the kind of question that normally not many people would ask, these as an example:

Ce, what exactly you looking for in live?
What do you see from a person/
Why you have to say “NO” when everything already seems right?
(The last question completely caught me off guard, my mind keep repeating another question “say No to what? or Who? When?)

I’m not looking for anything in particular; I just want a live itself, as Okta put very nicely in “Scoop” after couple of beer and tequila –can’t stop to wonder how come he still managed to discuss serious stuff after those drinks-.
Coz Yes …u can have everything..everything.
You can have friends -good or bad- , love, laughter, tear, & joy
I’m already grateful for what I have and try to fill it with more meaningful action later on, No more No less.
I don’t have a fancy dream after all I’m just ordinary girl.

As what do I see from a person, I’m kind a confused with it, coz I never specifically have to see something from a person, well got a big hunch this question correlated heavily with gender ;-), but despite of gender I don’t have any criteria for what I should see from a person nevertheless to be close with them.
As long as our communication is not one way, and I feel good just be with them, that’s enough!!!

;)

di dadaku ... ada senyummu...ada tawamu...ada candamu
didalam dadaku ada kamu ...

damn ...i can't stop smiling ;)

can people change??

Well....been hearing that kinda question lately from daily conversation with friends to a meeting room (especially these last couple of days when series of meeting is in my agenda).
Yes...i believe people can change, read once somewhere that said "the only thing that constant is change" (i hope i quote it right), but that change not happened overnight, it has to go through thing called PROCESS, and for most of the cases it takes time...no one know how long, but it definitely takes time.
so when u want someone to change, u have to be ready to accept the fact that it can't be done right away.
it's goes the same when u found out that someone has change, u can't say it happened overnight or someone suddenly change 180 degree for example, it's already been through a process which u were not aware....little by little...u just missed it!! or it actually there but never surface

it's human....very human infact