shall we....

well as i put nicely on my facebook ...I didn't accept it 100% nor joined the bandwagon but still i've decided not to run away coz sooner or later i need to overcome this phase (especially with the promised that i had)

so here I go..venture the road so unknown hehehe at least for me, try to live up the spirit, putting a bright happy face wherever i go ;)...i've try several times to convey what i feel inside but for some reason it never come out right most often i just hurt people that i care the most.
so right now i think its better to stay silent and go with the flow, while thinking carefully on how to delivered my opinion.

being extremely busy, browse here and there, coz no matter how ignorant I can be, i'm still the over perfectionist Ceha, who wants to know every single detail and who desperately need everything to be conducted in her own way (less than perfect sometimes is not acceptable hehehe)
so eventhough my heart not 100% in it from the outside seems that I am 100% eager and very passionate about this things.

now browsing time approaching it's end, time to actually go into action
so my weekend is busy with testing, trying, searching, listening and fitting.
so shall we...