midnite thought

just finished chatting with my bro' and bf...
tried to spare the detail of yesterday craziness, and amazing discovery that i found out today.
have u ever felt flattered and worried at the same time
that's exactly what i'm feeling rite now.
i am flattered!!, there's a people recognize my ability, aware of my achievement but at the same moment i'm also worried...i'm worry they gonna have high expectation toward me and i afraid that they might disappointed (eventhough i know i'll always give my best =p)

got big teleconf. on Tuesday
but before that beijing here i come
have a plane to catch tomr afternoon, destination : Beijing
but i haven't pack any single clothes