am i a quitter?

well...that thought kinda resonating in me for the past week.
been very confuse with my own feeling
all the things that i take a greal deal of seems like fire back at me

what make me more confuse due to the fact that my recent thought is completely the opposite with the value that i uphold so far.
but after lot of my quiet moment, reflection here and there and endless conversation with my inner self ....i believe i'm NOT a QUITTER, and i decided i wont becoming one no matter what.

still...i do need all the Help and Strenght that i could get to overcome this one. eventhough condition and the environment was not conducive, hopefully at the end i could come out with my head still high and a smile on my face.

i believe life is a journey and whatever i experienced so far will enriched me...( look who's talkin' huh? ^-^ )

big thanks for my big bro' and Feidy
and for my big Bro' "ceha tau kok kalo loe sayang banget ama gue"